a study in the phenomenology of t4t lesbianism (refrain)

ares finds new home in the twenty—two—gauge needle
injected intramuscularly every five—to— seven days
remaking me in her image
placed in the kiln of folk endocrinology

she holds my hands softly, as if to remind me
that my body is the weapon—
the promise of violence realized

and like all good weapons
i am not afraid of being used.